++Yes, Baby, YES!++

First entry for the year. (Excluding the draft for my research subject.i posted it late, don't kill me) This better graze the edges of the word good.

Sorry to disapoint your carnal expectations, this entry is swerving elsewhere =p

Alright, before i get lost in private jokes that emerged from ATTEMPTING to study Mass Media laws and provide my readers with nothing that caters to prurient interests, i shall continue.

The past month, made me ponder about a number of things.College is coming to an end, well for most fourth years. But either way it closes our doors to free cuts, drawing fugly caricatures your professors and doing a show-and-tell in class, bullying the yatots, and for girls from my school--its hello Y chromosomes, hello world.

Along with that closing door, are the opportunities missed in highschool. I, myself wondered why i turned down a couple things, okay, so its more than a couple. The basketball team in freshman year, the debate team in sophomore, the exchange-student program for junior year or the retreat for seniors. There are more things i would list, but i'll probably have a brigade of people both faculty and students line up to strangle me if i type them here (yes, it's that bad =p) And now, the time for doing those has runaway into the hands of others.

For a while, it seemed an issue worth wallowing for.

Then i saw Yes Man. No, it wasn't really inspired by Mr.Powers, it was Jim Carrey this time. Even as the movie was comical, it had a point. When you do say YES to life, it echoes that positivity until it travels back to you.

Yes, i may have turned down those things and said NO to many others. Only to pave way for other things to say YES to. Taking a short course in Culinary Arts and Radio MC for first year,for the second there came the photoshoots, my long dream to be in a choir(YES, i can't sing =p and i didn't pay them!), and finding Eco again(as if anything else tops that) there's junior year where i got to spend some time for the track team, acquired my very own computer and have experienced working. Then Senior year--well--yeah..there's something. hahaha.XD Okay, here goes. The best part of Senior year was knowing how much you value your friends(yeah,even if always asleep, i sleep in your behalf) and you actually spend effort to share some time with them. Its knowing how to open-up and learning to actually trust them with realities in your life--and trusting, is always foreign for an oyster like me. =p

And i'm proud to say, that i could care less about the things i missed, and i mean that in an inclined-to-good-way, for the things that i've said YES to (e.g my film that went a-disaster or my murdered class schedule, my unrealism-surrealism version of Van Gogh) are those that catered to my true desires and contentment, there may be room for some regret,but i suppose i'll be saving the space for something more interesting. Next stop, Locking a professor in a classroom perhaps?er. maybe not. better yet, i could try sandsurfing. hello dust and drought!XD

Did i make sense?

Hah, who cares.

I luv Eco!

--Oh yeah, and if you've read this far, do you have valentines ideas? rather than baking/cooking?, really would appreciate it^^

I am not for sale,

Ice.