
Don't ask about the feet just yet--To alleviate some of the pain, i am dreaming of Abadas and berimbau necklaces--why in the world do they have to be expensive?! WHY?!
Now Why level up?
Yesterday, i was late for training--don't ask why. I was still carrying some of the bad mood when i arrived in club650--its probably the reason why my brains got the better of my body.
I took two sessions, technically the first one's half then our instrutor (that's correct) told me i could join the next training ses--the one my brother's in.
his instrutor told me i could already join the advanced level. OKAY let's try to qualify that in a way i won't be filled with too much hot air--i could be,, a good beginner and a poor advanced level--fair enough? still, it was very flattering and fulfilling--i was able to do makako's--only on one side.haha
We finished around midnight, and i finally got to experience the hot showers!!. I know, i know.. I acquired enough I.Q to make the water heaters work!XD
i wasn't able to bring an extra shirtm, good thing Anna lent me hers. The worst part was my broken blisters ached horribly with a touch of water and soap--though, it took my head off the day's frustrations.
By the time we got home, i missed Eco terribly. didn't want to call him anymore and bother his sleep--maybe that's why its hard to sleep sometimes, i got so used to spending hors on the phone with him--im having a hard time adjusting--but its getting better, i get to see him almost everyday anyway. (talk about addiction huh?)
While i was waiting for my body to run out of energy so i could drop-dead in sleep, i had some interesting conversations. here's an excerpt
WhyDoYouTakeMeForGranted?: nah, i highly doubt it would be.^^
WhyDoYouTakeMeForGranted?: the thing is, for so long i've been chasing his faint image in my head, searching for closure
WhyDoYouTakeMeForGranted?: and his absence only made it impossible
WhyDoYouTakeMeForGranted?: when he began sending messages, i realized i just got my closure
WhyDoYouTakeMeForGranted?: and it was that he had no more power over me. and i can walk away, not with heavy, but lithe feet this time
.the subject wasn't about Eco but he was the reason i could walk away.It made me miss him more. after >_<
And this one, kept me and my brother awake and laughing
I gotta go. Can't afford to be late again today.Cheerio!
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